Oh wow, Im so terribly sorry about not updating the past few days ):
I have been incredibly busy. I have been helping my brother move, having family over, and ofcourse driving school.
I am at exactly 165 again ):
Damn you food.
But even better news! I am turning 18 on july 27th, and my mother agreed to letting me get a tattoo.
Im not going to get the painting tattoo because that is for a very special occasion. I have decided on getting a tattoo of a passion flower. For those who have no idea;
Instead of it being purple and blue, I was thinking maroon where the purple is, and red where the blue is, with ofcourse the leafs, but with a light orange background to it.
The story behind this is when I was little my neighbor Atticus had brought this over to my house to give to me. When I saw it it was just a beautiful flower and I couldn't take my eyes off of it.
And im inverting the colors because I mainly getting it for something that is me basically. And I have never seen any pictures of it being any other colors or whatever. The different colors are going to resemble me being unique and different because thats what my friends tell me I am.
Im so fucking excited!
Im going to place it over my heart/collar bone so it's very close to me. :)
odajndmfoamergoijaeo OMG.
Here is some lovely thinspo~
Helllllo ;D
So I weigh 164 right now, and Im so fucking happy. I have broken 165, Woohoo!!
To keep this up, i'm starving all through tomorrow. Toxic-love, please catch up D:
So, the guy I have been telling you about turns out to be a gang member. Yep. He is a blood. Instead of being annoyed, I am also scared of this kid. Please don't split me in half with your black dick if you decide to gang rape me. Yesterday he was all over my nuts, asking for my facebook, and my cellphone number.
This morning I went to the DPS and got my permit~
Im SO excited, and when we got to this school near my near house my dad made me drive the rest of the way. Seriously, what the actual fuck is wrong with him.
Something totally random, but I was watching Miami Ink, and this lady got a tattoo of a painting done by Alphonse Mucha. And I thought about as a big award to myself when I get down to 100, I will get this tattooed on my back.
Not like on my shoulder or anything, but my whole entire back with color. The reason why im getting this is because it represents beauty on the inside AND outside. Plus I will have to stay in shape for this to look good on me. If it's to expensive (because something that big with that much color will be pretty damn pricey), i will get it on the inside of my arm. IT WILL LOOK SO GOOD ON ME. :) Not to be egotistic but mostly oranges, browns, and red looks good on me, so this will look amazing ESPECIALLY with the bright ass blue. SO EXCITED.
Guys you have NO idea how ready I am for the disgusting fat to just come off. I really, am ready just for it to fall off one day. I just hope I do reach my goal. 100lbs. Come on Jess, you can do it. I hope so. I want to be able to go to prom and show off my arms, I want to go to random stores with my best friends and try on random dresses.. :/
@Toxic -- Do you think I could have your facebook or number or something? Because I would love to message/text/call you anytime if I am having troubles, plus it would be great to see how your weight plans are going. :)
Here is some tattoo thinspo! Enjoy--
