Friday, July 1, 2011

June, 30 2011-July, 1 2011





Helllllo ;D


So I weigh 164 right now, and Im so fucking happy. I have broken 165, Woohoo!!
To keep this up, i'm starving all through tomorrow. Toxic-love, please catch up D:


So, the guy I have been telling you about turns out to be a gang member. Yep. He is a blood. Instead of being annoyed, I am also scared of this kid. Please don't split me in half with your black dick if you decide to gang rape me. Yesterday he was all over my nuts, asking for my facebook, and my cellphone number.


This morning I went to the DPS and got my permit~
Im SO excited, and when we got to this school near my near house my dad made me drive the rest of the way. Seriously, what the actual fuck is wrong with him. 
Something totally random, but I was watching Miami Ink, and this lady got a tattoo of a painting done by Alphonse Mucha. And I thought about as a big award to myself when I get down to 100, I will get this tattooed on my back.
Not like on my shoulder or anything, but my whole entire back with color. The reason why im getting this is because it represents beauty on the inside AND outside. Plus I will have to stay in shape for this to look good on me. If it's to expensive (because something that big with that much color will be pretty damn pricey), i will get it on the inside of my arm. IT WILL LOOK SO GOOD ON ME. :) Not to be egotistic but mostly oranges, browns, and red looks good on me, so this will look amazing ESPECIALLY with the bright ass blue. SO EXCITED. 


Guys you have NO idea how ready I am for the disgusting fat to just come off. I really, am ready just for it to fall off one day. I just hope I do reach my goal. 100lbs. Come on Jess, you can do it. I hope so. I want to be able to go to prom and show off my arms, I want to go to random stores with my best friends and try on random dresses.. :/


@Toxic -- Do you think I could have your facebook or number or something? Because I would love to message/text/call you anytime if I am having troubles, plus it would be great to see how your weight plans are going. :)


Here is some tattoo thinspo! Enjoy--






2 comments:

  1. That's great you broke 165! I hope to get there soon, I'll do my best to catch up with you. :) I'm also going to get a tattoo! When I reach my GW, I plan too get one (I think a red/burning phoenix feather.) to symbolize my re-birth/transformation to thin. I will get it on my lower back, but kinda on the side. Ya, I will email or private message you my number. You can have my fb too, just don't post anything about losing and all that cause I don't want people to worry about me. We can be text buddies for sure though. :)

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  2. Or you can e-mail me yours:
    toxicwastedgal@hotmail.com

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