Im kind of upset right now.
In my driver's class there is this black kid named Dustin. The past few days he has been picking on me,
and just- today sent me a little bit over the edge. He took my papers, and he slid them off and they went across the room. I know this isn't really a big deal. But he was doing it every other five minutes, telling me to shut up, kept turning around and looking at me. The teachers are high-school coaches and just honestly don't give a flying fuck if you told them that something was wrong.
I honestly don't know what to do..
Back to things that don't make me want to cut myself.
Today I only had a slice of pizza, and I am back to 166lbs my followers :)
I have my learner's permit :D
And my mom didn't kill me when she found out I took the cigarettes >:D
I swear this is the only reason why I like my period.
You are never hungry, and when you are the feeling is barely there.
Im not sure what kind of thinspo I will do today. Maybe scenie-weenie. :P
God damn, I want to be them.
Ugh, I hated those kids in high school! And, they always thought it was ok to do stuff like that to me because I was quite and didn't bother anyone. I hope he leaves you alone or i'm gonna come kick his ass haha. Good job on just the one slice of pizza and 166. That's great to hear. Esp. after you gained at your brothers. I hope to get to 166 soon too...just weighed myself at 170. Mad that i'm not in the 160s but I was 176 after that spaghetti binge and not working out, so I feel better. Let's both get through the 160s as fast as possible and be in the 150s! (til we lose even more) :) I'm gonna research and find us some good arm exercises that will let us lose fat w/o gaining muscle! Let's work together and lose lose LOSE!
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