June, 22 2011

CW: 170


I was fairly good today about eating.
But it's getting harder and harder to cover up the lies. Not to my parents but to Pruitt.
Today for lunch I went to freebirds, I ordered the "Hybird" which is the smallest size they have, but the waiter decides to give me the "Freebird", which is the normal size they have there.
I ate it anyways, but then my dad's coworker got a brownie and decides to give me the other half. Ofcourse I was like "Dammit, I shouldn't." But I did anyways.

I went home, and ofcourse threw it up. Puritt called me afterward when I was cleaning up the mess, and then he heard me flush the toilet. He asked why I flushed the toilet and I said I just got done cleaning up the place, and told him I didn't throw up.
Lie.
But then later on I decided to have a small amount of cereal (Special K's yogurt and berries) because I noticed that I was starting to get dizzy when I stood up.
Don't worry i'm actually keeping it down. 


But I did do my 30 minutes on the treadmill today, and later tonight when everyone is asleep, or just whenever I get to it I will;
-Do under arm exercises (5 sets of 20)
-And 500 ab crunches. 


My mom pointed out that my gut is "starting to sag more" which i found completely repulsive! So I read earlier that this one girl is doing 500 crunches, so im like, okay! But i'm going to be doing it on this automan. Im not quite sure how you spell it, but its kind of like a cushiony thing you can prop your feet up and stuff. I have to do it on that because I have a VERY sensitive tailbone so it should make things easier, plus it will also work out my back muscles! :)
And the under arm exercises thingy will to be to get rid of my "flabby-arm-wings", and basically I will just be taking a big plastic (so it doesnt break if I drop it) jar of Prego sauce, and just pull it up and down, but just do the 5 sets of 20 on each arm. Im a little bit hyped up, but im SO not looking forward to the pain. Ouchie.


I really do love the snot out of those B-12 pills, but i'm slightly scared I might be taking so much to the point I might get some sort of calcification or some other disturbing thing. But what I have been noticing is that my left kidney is starting to hurt a bit.


I kind of can't wait for my results at the end of the summer, I really hope I shed a lot of pounds!