June, 24 2011

Last night was just completely horrible.
I did all my exercises;
-300 sit ups
-100 under arm on each arm
-30 minutes on the treadmill.


You bet I was in pain. Then, my friend Pruitt called me and we had a conference call with him and his girlfriend.
He was just downing me and her for the whole entire hour. So, I ate; 2 slices of pizza (with ranch), a piece of cake, 2 bowls of cereal, and a bowl of soup.
You bet I binged and purged. I purged like I accidentally OD'd and I was trying to get that shit out of me.
Then something magical happened. I weighed myself this morning, and I weighed 166. 
I dont know about you, but that just lighten me up. I was so surprised I did a triple-take at that number. 
But then my Dad and I went to Ihop, and I had gotten the spinach and cheesy omelet thingy. Spinach was good, the cheesy omelet was not. I had 5 glasses of water with the meal and the waiter was like "holy shit."
Haha :P


But today is Friday, and every weekend I usually go over to my older brother's apartment. Im a wee bit cautious right now, because EVERYTIME I go over there I eat like such a fucking slob, its disgusting. Last time I gained five pound. FIVE POUNDS over the course of TWO DAYS. FUCKING FIVE POUNDS IN TWO DAYS! You thought 2-girls-1-cup was nasty, bullshit, THAT IS NASTY. 


Wish me luck. Please.  Oh, and here is some more thinspo <3