June, 27 2011

I'm very disappointed in myself.
..But I have three followers now!
I gained 6 pounds from just staying one blasted night at my brother's.
But I have three followers!


Yep that's right I gained 6 pounds while I was at Eric's (my brother.)
I can totally understand why, I just didn't think it would be that many pounds. Oh well, and calorie is a god damn fucking calorie.
So the day I got there, I had only eaten a Chicken Parmigano Pasta or something spelled along those lines over at RedRobins (YUM!). I really, really, really LOVE that place. Unfortunately the most killer food, and hottest guy waiters.  That's all I ate for like actual food wise. BUUUTTT, when living amongst sin- thou cave into evil. Meaning I ate handfuls of cheerios and played beer-pong. ;D (Also Apples to Apples!)
Next day I had two grilled cheese sandwiches, and 2 reeses cups.. and a big.. tall.. cold.. glass of heavy chocolate milk. My brother's room mate got it and I fucking made it. I know I shouldn't have but going over there is kind of going off in to LALA-WHEREVERTHEFUCK-land. I get to do what I want. Not to sound spoiled. I smoke and I drink, and I eat like a girl thats trying to get a gravitational pull and craters in the face to match with it.
Im surprised it was only 6 pounds then I was like FUCK 6 POUNDS D:<
But it's okay. Just by skipping dinner last night I lost three, so it's okay.
What I really wanted to kind of do while I was there was to swim or go walking for awhile like i usually do everyday but the pool was closed and Eric doesn't go walking on the weekends.




Instead of eating dinner yesterday I went practice driving with my dad, and it was really fun. Besides a random car showing up all of a sudden. I was like "PLEASE DON'T DRIVE AROUND THE PARKING LOT, I WILL WRECK YOUR SHIT." 
It was quite a sight.
Speaking of cars, I actually have my FIRST driver's ed class today. Im really nervous. My friend Rachel that is going turns out didnt turn her V.O.E. in, which is proof of enrollment in school. But her name is still on the chart and everything from what she told me so I guess it's all good? I dont know?
I need advice for exercises!!! And I have a (somewhat broken) weak ankle, and both of my wrists are very damaged. 
It's going to be very hard for when im walking later because I now have this blister that takes up most of the space of the ball of my foot. It sucks and blows.


Anyways THINSPO--